Bismillah,
Sore ini di kantor, aku memutuskan untuk menulis lagi di blog ini. Entah sudah seberapa usang blog ini
karena telah lama sekali aku asingkan. Aku hanya bisa menulis pada saat emosi
yang sangat buruk dan sangat bagus. Yeah, I’m not truly writer :/
Aku mau bercerita tentang seorang laki-laki. Ah, aku malu! Sejujurnya
aku memutuskan untuk menulis ini punaku perlu waktu satu minggu. Aku paling malu
kalau harus bercerita mengenai lawan jenis yang aku sukai, aku merasa masih
terlalu dini untuk berbagi kisah kalau aku juga perempuan yang bisa menyukai
lawan jenis dan ingin disayangi. Cliche.
Laki-laki ini kukenal melalui cara yang tidak biasa, melalui
keisengan kawan yang tidak disengaja hingga akhirnya aku bisa mengenalnya
sampai sekarang (aku tak mau menceritakan detail awal kami kenal :p). Laki-laki
ini hmm mari sebut saja si Alis Tebal memiliki cara yang unik di awal
perkenalan kita, Ia sama sekali berbeda dengan laki-laki kebanyakan yang
biasanya bertanya “sedang sibuk apa?, lagi ngapain? Udah makan belum?” dan hal
lain yang menurutku sangat cheezy. Yeah, I’m not that typical, I’m bored with
kind of that guy. Jadi, si Alis Tebal ini ternyata sudah mencari tahu semua
tentang diriku melalui media sosial yang kumiliki (Ia mengaku belakangan ini). Ia mencoba menarik
perhatianku dengan obrolan yang tidak kusangka sama sekali, pada saat itu Ia
tahu kalau aku baru saja lulus kuliah berdasarkan foto-foto di Facebook ku yang
penuh dengan ucapan selamat dan foto saat wisuda jadilah Ia mengajakku ngobrol
tentang berbagai hal dari mulai: what will I do for next phase? I told him
about my passion to work at advertising agency and surprisingly he had a friend
that working at my dream’s digital agency. I told him about my college’s life,
my personalities and even my daily activities.
You know what? At the first time we met, I asked him to accompany
me to ride City Tour Jakarta well known as Bus Tingkat HAHAHAHA such a random
request but he agree! Our first time meeting was awesome, I felt so happy and
we spent almost 12 hours together... It was such rare moment, because I haven't ever spend my day with stranger more than 5 hours. Then the next week he
asked me to be his companion to go to his daddy’s friend, he told me that he
doesn’t know any one yet so I agree with his request too.
We met every week, we got closer day by day. I introduced
him to my sister, my friend, and I told him about my life. I shared story that I
will share only with my close friend. I told him everything about me, the truly
me and he did it too. I got signal that he really appreciate and respect me as well. It’s kinda blessing.
One day, after work hour he asked me to accompany him to had
dinner together. We finished the dinner and just sat at his car, talked and
shared everything. We always do that, anyway. With my deepest heart and a lil
bit felt nervous, I asked him about something happen between us and what he feel bout
me and this condition. Honestly, I felt something wrong with my heart is several
days before hahaha I felt butterflies in my tummy and my heart beat got faster if he did something to me. Well, he told me what he feel, what he want to know
about me, what will he do with me. I told him that I want serious relationship
cause I’m so tired with bad guy so I told him bout my life goal and he agree with this condition. Bless me, again.
Dear Devid,
Dear Devid,
I know it’s kinda cheezy when i wrote this one but you asked
me to write something about you at my blog, rite? #oops
Anyway, thank God. He sent you into my life, He gave me
someone that I always asked for. Good guy engineer from ITB Bandung and SMA
8 Jakarta (those background education has always mentioned when we debate bout
the best school and campus.. ah you always be the winner) , older than me, and
you had eyebrows. Could not ask more!
Dev, I really know that you wanna see me growing up and be
mature. I promise you, I’m on progress right know. You will be proud with me
some day. Hopefully, we could through every circumstance and condition. May
Allah always be with us and shower His loves to us.
Dev, I cannot believe that you’re beside me right now. I
could count on you whenever i need every thing. I could say and ask something
random without feel shy and not confident anymore, I could doing anything with
you.
Dev, as you’re my huge fans, my part time companion and my
full time lover now. Please be patient to me, don’t ever giving up on me, and tell
me everything that you want to say. Got it?
Ok, this is the last paragraph. I know it will not easy and
maybe rough, but please trust each other ya. I trust you and you have to try it
too. We have to make this one worth. We deserve something great if we try hard,
rite? So will you hold me in every condition?
PS: Alasyu