Surat Cinta Untuk Devid

Bismillah,

Sore ini di kantor, aku memutuskan untuk menulis lagi di blog ini. Entah sudah seberapa usang blog ini karena telah lama sekali aku asingkan. Aku hanya bisa menulis pada saat emosi yang sangat buruk dan sangat bagus. Yeah, I’m not truly writer :/

Aku mau bercerita tentang seorang laki-laki. Ah, aku malu! Sejujurnya aku memutuskan untuk menulis ini punaku perlu waktu satu minggu. Aku paling malu kalau harus bercerita mengenai lawan jenis yang aku sukai, aku merasa masih terlalu dini untuk berbagi kisah kalau aku juga perempuan yang bisa menyukai lawan jenis dan ingin disayangi. Cliche.

Laki-laki ini kukenal melalui cara yang tidak biasa, melalui keisengan kawan yang tidak disengaja hingga akhirnya aku bisa mengenalnya sampai sekarang (aku tak mau menceritakan detail awal kami kenal :p). Laki-laki ini hmm mari sebut saja si Alis Tebal memiliki cara yang unik di awal perkenalan kita, Ia sama sekali berbeda dengan laki-laki kebanyakan yang biasanya bertanya “sedang sibuk apa?, lagi ngapain? Udah makan belum?” dan hal lain yang menurutku sangat cheezy. Yeah, I’m not that typical, I’m bored with kind of that guy. Jadi, si Alis Tebal ini ternyata sudah mencari tahu semua tentang diriku melalui media sosial yang kumiliki (Ia mengaku belakangan ini). Ia mencoba menarik perhatianku dengan obrolan yang tidak kusangka sama sekali, pada saat itu Ia tahu kalau aku baru saja lulus kuliah berdasarkan foto-foto di Facebook ku yang penuh dengan ucapan selamat dan foto saat wisuda jadilah Ia mengajakku ngobrol tentang berbagai hal dari mulai: what will I do for next phase? I told him about my passion to work at advertising agency and surprisingly he had a friend that working at my dream’s digital agency. I told him about my college’s life, my personalities and even my daily activities.

You know what? At the first time we met, I asked him to accompany me to ride City Tour Jakarta well known as Bus Tingkat HAHAHAHA such a random request but he agree! Our first time meeting was awesome, I felt so happy and we spent almost 12 hours together... It was such rare moment, because I haven't ever spend my day with stranger more than 5 hours. Then the next week he asked me to be his companion to go to his daddy’s friend, he told me that he doesn’t know any one yet so I agree with his request too.

We met every week, we got closer day by day. I introduced him to my sister, my friend, and I told him about my life. I shared story that I will share only with my close friend. I told him everything about me, the truly me and he did it too. I got signal that he really appreciate and respect me as well. It’s kinda blessing.

One day, after work hour he asked me to accompany him to had dinner together. We finished the dinner and just sat at his car, talked and shared everything. We always do that, anyway. With my deepest heart and a lil bit felt nervous, I asked him about something happen between us and what he feel bout me and this condition. Honestly, I felt something wrong with my heart is several days before hahaha I felt butterflies in my tummy and my heart beat got faster if he did something to me. Well, he told me what he feel, what he want to know about me, what will he do with me. I told him that I want serious relationship cause I’m so tired with bad guy so I told him bout my life goal and he agree with this condition. Bless me, again.


Dear Devid,

I know it’s kinda cheezy when i wrote this one but you asked me to write something about you at my blog, rite? #oops

Anyway, thank God. He sent you into my life, He gave me someone that I always asked for. Good guy engineer from ITB Bandung and SMA 8 Jakarta (those background education has always mentioned when we debate bout the best school and campus.. ah you always be the winner) , older than me, and you had eyebrows. Could not ask more!

Dev, I really know that you wanna see me growing up and be mature. I promise you, I’m on progress right know. You will be proud with me some day. Hopefully, we could through every circumstance and condition. May Allah always be with us and shower His loves to us.

Dev, I cannot believe that you’re beside me right now. I could count on you whenever i need every thing. I could say and ask something random without feel shy and not confident anymore, I could doing anything with you.

Dev, as you’re my huge fans, my part time companion and my full time lover now. Please be patient to me, don’t ever giving up on me, and tell me everything that you want to say. Got it?

Ok, this is the last paragraph. I know it will not easy and maybe rough, but please trust each other ya. I trust you and you have to try it too. We have to make this one worth. We deserve something great if we try hard, rite? So will you hold me in every condition?

PS: Alasyu

Yours.

After watching show at Planetarium <3